I think the hardest part of losing someone from your life that you love immensely isn't having to say goodbye, but learning to love without them. Always trying to fill the void, the overwhelming emptiness that is left in your heart when they go.
I try to be strong. Sometimes though I cant handle it. Sometimes I have to remember that Im just a man. A man with feelings . I need to cry , i need to allow sadness . Then I wipe tears away and get back up, and keep going strong.