I no longer believe in the idea of soulmates, or love at first sight. But i was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two seperate beings to hinge together.
Nothing can stop you from being a being of love. Yes, there's some things that may jolt your faith. However, no matter how much you fight it you just can't change what you're mean to be. You're not alone. Hell, I'm the same way. Some people are just meant to service others and we should never fight that. It defines us. It empowers us.