It's so easy to forget to breathe sometimes. With everything happening at once, life can get very overwhelming. It is essential to take a step back, breathe and remember the One who holds your life in His hands. You can do this.
Never hesitate to adopt a black cat! They are the least adopted color of cats due to a stupid superstition. I miss my black kitties. Maybe one day I'll find another sweet black kitten to adopt and join our other fur babies.