I can't even say how true this is. A friend can constantly tell you how awesome they think you are, how much they love you, and how you're one of their favorite people in the world, but just a few minutes later your brain is saying "Don't bother them, they don't want to deal with you and you'll just annoy them."
I have learned my lesson , to many years have been wasted putting my heart and spirit into loving! Iam no longer trusting in anyone Though I never put 100% into Any kind of relationship with the exception of the one who created me , now there will be 0 trust in Any one ! Ppl are cruel an heartless I HAVE NO UNDERSTANDING OF THAT , MY MIND ISN'T GEARED IN THAT MANNER ,NOR WILL IT EVER BE! Peace be with you Love & Light Barbie Sioux Cherokee