I love you because you actually put effort into me. I love you because nobody has ever given me love that you have given me and you are the only one who could ever love me this way. I love you because you always make me feel that I am worth something.
Fuck you.love you.How you could have ever let me go? I hate you for that! But, I still love you so much at the same time.
My lifetime love will use positive reinforcement with a negative word or memory in an effort to cause my brain to associate certain words with good memories more than nightmares. Trauma and PTSD are "tricky."