It hurts to be tossed aside when you don't try hard enough for a 'friend' to be satisfied. It hurts to feel like you are nothing because your 'best friend' completely ignores you, then pushes you around if you don't fight.
This isn't PJO related but I want you guys to know... I had these friends that I thought we were going to be best friends forever. Then I changed and they didn't. We ended up talking about unimportant things that I didn't agree with. They started dating, and I said, "No way." I used to be one of the popular ones. They still are and I'm not. And to be honest, that's the way I like it. Find friends that will always support you and don't make you cry unless it's with laughter. Find different…
god, all those happy moments we had....i thought we would go on like that forever....now i have to decide if i should look at those moments as precious gifts, or if i should work at purging them from my memory.... More
I feel broken inside and I just can't believe I'll ever feel any differently. I don't know how to heal myself. I try but just when I think I'm getting somewhere, it disappears like sand through my fingers. Will I ever feel whole again? Life has worn me down so much, I just don't know anymore. What keeps me going? I truly don't know Xx ❤❤