I Dont Know why it hurts so much. Maybe I was falling for him. I shouldn't have. I feel like I got hit with a bullet. My heart is heavy and everything hurts. I hate it all and a part of me knew this was going to happen, to ever believe someone would actually care for me. A mistake. I should know better. I should get used to being alone.
When necessary, just say you're "sorry" and it'll bring you peace . . . you don't know what you're missing from someone you've mistaken or hurt, and there could be a true friendship waiting to blossom . . . or respect from an acquaintance, worker, anyone . . . life is too short to have regrets or miss good opportunities because your ego gets in the way.
Mental Illnesses & neuro-biochemical disorders we fight & try to control every day. We don't want pity--we ask for moments of understanding & compassion. We use therapy, trial-and-error medication "cocktails, " & every available tool yet suffer days where we are simply overwhelmed by life. ~ kira sunbird
A mistake, is underestimating my courage, if you only looked in my eyes you could have seen my heart flames. I will only bow to truth and honor, for all else it's best not to motivate me to display what I hold within. The light is bright, strength is swift, but defeat has never been an option. Yes, I hold that within, for I fear if it is ever loosed.