I know you did... I know how I hurt you and it still hurts me... you loved me in a way no man could ever replicate... I saw it... only man who truly had my back even when I couldn't be yours... I was so naive and foolish.. even blind... because it hurt and I only needed to be with you... I tucked it away and slowly fell apart alone... what I had with you was sacred... nobody else's business. Precious, protected, for my heart only... and yours... still there... never went away!
What I will tell you is this; it’s okay to be hurting as much as you are. What you are feeling is not only completely valid but necessary — because it makes you so much more human. And though I can’t promise it will get better any time soon, I can tell you that it will — eventually. For now, all you can do is take your time. Take all the time you need. — Lang Leav