it indeed ruined my life, just wish the rest would be true... it has basically mad my life a living hell, and there's nothing i can do about cauz i love it too much but that doesn't make me courageous, nor fearless it frightens me. what if i'll never give myself the time to build up a normal life? I'm just so scared.
"Gone but not forgotten...Reputed for his incredible heart, boundless bravery and captivating presence, Ian Millar's legendary mount Big Ben was post humously awarded The Hickstead Trophy during the Equine Canada Awards Gala on Feb 7, 2014 in Winnipeg, MB. Big Ben & Ian Millar were the first ever horse/rider combination to win two consecutive FEI World Cup Final titles in 1988 & 1989." Equestrian Lifestyle Magazine