I hate when people say there mood is so bipolar. You have no idea what you are talking about. It is a chronic mental illness that is beyond difficult to deal with at times! ~ Bipolar & all mental illnesses are not anyone's fault. They cannot control it. You can just live with it as best you can.
I guess I try hard to be strong. In my head, I know that everything happens for a reason, and things ended for a reason, and I'm better off without him. But in my heart, I miss him, and the times we had, and I think about him all the time, and talk about our memories. I guess I'm lying to myself by saying I'm over him and what we had.
Never thought about how true this is until I left my ex, then all he did and said behind my back Came out of the woodwork. Everyone's true thoughts about him came out too. So glad I know and completely trust my babe now. Honesty loyalty and trust are needed in a relationship