Chronic pain. Oh, of course you're right, it can't hurt that bad. In fact, I act like this because I LOVE being unable to funciton, popping pills like mint candies, and seeing my doctors more often than my family.
.Exactly..makes me so SAD and am crying right now!! Making this board is too real for me and takes me too far back and I want a F............G CURE but too damn tired to fight for me or others who suffer! Just plain devastating to live as we do..ignoring it and living in your alone world and faking it to everyone,is just easier and not so hurtful.