Samantha Mae please remember this and I'm never gonna leave again. I'm sorry I didn't understand but sometimes I just need a hug too. I need you. I want you and I love you! Please :'( I'm nothing without you except a shell. I want to fight your addiction with you. I'm sorry
I know you did... I know how I hurt you and it still hurts me... you loved me in a way no man could ever replicate... I saw it... only man who truly had my back even when I couldn't be yours... I was so naive and foolish.. even blind... because it hurt and I only needed to be with you... I tucked it away and slowly fell apart alone... what I had with you was sacred... nobody else's business. Precious, protected, for my heart only... and yours... still there... never went away!