Exactly! Ricky, as usual, is correct. :) You believers prove to me beyond any doubt, that there is a god. I don't have to prove, or disprove, a thing. The burden of proof is entirely yours! You are the ones making the grand claims... prove them!
Knowledge is key and it is powerful. Find the facts. There is scientific reasoning that can explain all those nagging questions inside of you. You do not have to feel guilty for questioning. There is so much to know, so go out and educate yourself.