Losing people throughout your life even if it's not to death still feels the same. A part of you dies depending on how much that person meant to you when you find out they weren't the person they portrayed themselves to be.
I understand the devastation of having the EVIL of a Sociopathic Narcissist in your life. After what I did, I was starting to believe that I had crossed over into insanity. The JOURNEY out of the deep pit, was taken one step at a time. - Mary A. Faher/THE CEMENT BENCH
With no pain in my life, I'm experiencing new and wonderful things, like tge love of a good man. He does not cause me any pain whatsoever, not like you who caused pain to others to feel better about yourself.
Emm... Really?! This is so inaccurate it hurts. I am ALWAYS aware of how things will feel, it's called "experience". What's more - this is a reason of my anxiety and panic attacks - being aware of how some situation will feel, how it will hurt and not being able to avoid it - it's the worse.