Who said nights were for sleep? Marilyn Monroe haha not this girl and neither are days!!! I miss sleep sooooo hour nap before a 14 hour shift yep makes sense thanks school and work and life for the no sleep its works wonderfully!
Just wait a while, your hurt is so great it is buried too deep. From experience I take all the way from days to months to years to be able to talk about things. It is better to talk it out first but it is best to talk to a stranger like a phycologist.
“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do, so throw off the bowlines, sail away from safe harbor, catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore, Dream, Discover.”
Maybe you are running because 'it' is chasing you, psychologically, emotionally & with impeding speed, your soul. Maybe I just want to run far enough to keep him from 'catching' the last bits of my soul....