Study your bible and pray, MANY FALSE SHEPHERDS ARE MISLEADING and USING God's children: "HYPOCRISY can plunge the mind of a man into a dark abyss, when HE BELIEVES HIS OWN SELF-FLATTERY INSTEAD OF God's verdict," John Calvin. "For even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light," 2 Cor. 11:14.
For as long as you can remember, you've worn eyeglasses. Your parents always made sure you had them on and you formed the habit. One day, you forget them and you realize you can see something no one else can.