I've found that there are many feel some level of this, all except the part about not feeling the need to hide and fix something broken. Feeling is one of the best things about life and one of the very hardest ♥
One final word, friends. We ask you—urge is more like it—that you keep on doing what we told you to do to please God, not in a dogged religious plod, but in a living, spirited dance. You know the guidelines we laid out for you from the Master Jesus. God wants you to live a pure life. Keep yourselves from sexual promiscuity. 1 Thess. 4:3 MSG
I feel like this is me I try at everything I can and in some things i'm better than others but I feel like I can vastly improve at everything I do but i'm always striving to do just that and learn more and more!