Never force anything. Give it your best shot, and then let it be. If it is meant to be, it will be. Don’t hold yourself down with things you can’t control. - via: http://www.marcandangel.com/2014/11/30/30-things-to-let-go-of-before-the-new-year/
Nothing can stop you from being a being of love. Yes, there's some things that may jolt your faith. However, no matter how much you fight it you just can't change what you're mean to be. You're not alone. Hell, I'm the same way. Some people are just meant to service others and we should never fight that. It defines us. It empowers us.