I've said goodbye forever, and arranged that it will be so. There is no guarantee - he might repent or I might fall, and we may see each other in the afterlife, but on this side the veil, we will never meet again. Painful, but for my very best. Besides, I never knew him.
"Avalon! No, no, please... No!" I say, seeing her (insert how she's killed.) no... No no no no no... No. No. I run across the field to her, knowing the dangers. I can't let her die by herself, with no one by her side. I know I'm probably not the person who she wants to see. She probably wants Jaxton by her side, but... I need to say goodbye.