I so love this and can relate so well to all of it. There are people I miss who came into my life and left and I know they will never come back. I'm starting to be ok with that cause they were part if a chapter and not meant to be in the whole story.
Yes! This word is very familiar to me... People call me crazy including you... But it is for you... I want to remain crazy for you until my dying day and this intensity/frequency of LOVE keeps on increasing.
Nothing can stop you from being a being of love. Yes, there's some things that may jolt your faith. However, no matter how much you fight it you just can't change what you're mean to be. You're not alone. Hell, I'm the same way. Some people are just meant to service others and we should never fight that. It defines us. It empowers us.
Actually, I do know what to say to you. I hope you had a good first week! I hope you have an amazing semester and feel inspired by your students. I'm trying to steer clear of anywhere you might be, i don't want to, it hurts me and it's hard not ever seeing you, but I don't want to make anything hard for you. I miss your face, i miss your smile. I love you! S.