I open up, then someone ends up not liking what I say...I don't open up, then I'm considered snotty...I don't have drama and I'm content, I'm boring...I stick up for myself and don't put up with bullshit, I'm a bitch. I can't win with people, so why bother.
I prefer shounen-ai over yaoi. Sorry, I prefer not to my anime character's naked lower half. But, yeah. It's always awkward to explain both. It becomes even more awkward when people ask if you're a fan of it.