I wonder if it's hard to let go because I don't know who i'm letting go of. I don't know where the truth ends and the facade begins...but I do know there's only one soul to let go of. Yes, that's my prayer, help me to release him from my heart Father. Whoever he is. You know who he is.
I gave my heart, my all to a person that didn't love me in return. 10 years gone. 10 years of my trying, crying nightly, always wanting more. Always the one trying. What happened to us? Finally, we were blessed with our family and you betrayed me in the worst way possible. Cheated, lied, n broke our marriage and family.
Ace? Kills me each time I come across something that even slightly mentions it. I cry each time too. Sometimes I'm in a really good mood then all of a sudden I remember this or some other scene from one piece and I feel like I've had a bucket of over cold water dumped on me. I get depressed pretty soon after that an curse lot
I want you to understand this... I am here because you made the cold stone heart I had go away, you cleared the cobwebs out of my mind to be able to love again, so when I say I love you... I mean it like no other before you