Which is why I dream of you nearly every night still. I still cry at night and think of you in the mornings. I can't see you without being overwhelmed with feelings and that's why I can never go back to our church.:
Jesus spoke on the mountain; one of the things He said “God blesses those who are poor and realize a need for Him.” God alone should fill you, not anyone else. That is the first step when you ExChange your old life for a godly one.