We are exausted because we are making this more serious than it is. Want to take control somehow of our actions. It's not the case because on the other side of the moon we behave like strangers. And it is dificult to leave that role in such a life drama. Trapped doesn't sound fun for me neither especially in this period. Now I should not have relationships because they are doomed to be transitory. You know that. I have my own reasons to avoid you as much as I can. Relax please.