Hera pauses and takes a deep breath, as if she's trying not to cry. "I should be over it," she says, "but I'm not. It still haunts me every day." "No, Hera." I say, "You shouldn't be over it. This isn't something you simply 'get over'. It stays with you. And I'm about to find that out for myself."
Senpai I will care, love, notice you for everything you got, when items are bad I will be there for you to have a warm and bright hug for you, even if you don't like me my way, I will be there for your life
Toxic people (backstabbers, liars, deceivers) won't stop getting involved in your life behind your back until they think they have done everything they can to screw you over. The best thing to do is just close the door on them and never open it again. Toxic people love to brag to others about how they're screwing you over but they always make it sound as if it's your fault everything happened or they're doing it to protect you (for example - to keep you away from an "abusive" man).