Oh my goodness! This reminds me of my least favorite person I have to deal with on a daily basis. She is a person who just cannot look at her faults. I so wish I did not have to deal with her. It is my fault.
So that latest relapse, I was shallow as well, cheating on the man I was with. Things got real too fast, I knew he would mess up somehow, I prepared to by keeping multiple guys on the side hoping I wouldn't feel it but it still hurt to hear I'm ugly.