What is your passion? What is the one thing that breaks you and makes you weep? That's where you will be the most effective so go do it! Passion is more necessary than ability in God's book any day of the week!
Let it Go: The Perfection Trap "We can’t earn it; we can only own it. Ownership is hard. It means we take responsibility for the mess. We even embrace the mess and call it our own because it’s perfected, and anything we might aspire to do can only ever be a cheap imitation of what has already been done, and is still being done in us and for us."