I also want a boy first because I always wondered what it would be like to have an older brother, imagining that we would be the of best friends and he would drive me places and look out for me... I never realized most of this until just now XD
Friends or soulmates. I'll be that guy. NOTHING, no secret or part of you that you may be afraid that I know about will be able to stop me from completely loving you if you let me... message to my future partner.