I'm trying to understand this new dynamic between us. It's not as simple as, "You either want me or you don't. I hate that. Keeping you in my life might kill me. But letting you go will. Dang this is my life with one special person.
It was painful but I know now what I deserve. You left me an did it so easy. Im happy you did tho. Because I met some amazing people that changed my life and helped build me instead of tear me down like you did.
I dreamt of him last night and he asked me, "What's your biggest mistake?" I reached for his hands, but I woke up before I could answer him. And even though I knew he could not hear me then, I still said it aloud, "You. Losing you. I will always be you.