I'm not even upset, hurt or angry anymore. I'm just tired. I'm tired of putting in more effort than I receive. I'm tired of holding on for nothing. I'm tired of believing all your lies. I'm tired of you proving me wrong every time. I'm tired of getting my hopes up & being disappointed again.
Learned the hard way, DON'T DO THIS FOR A NARCISSIST! Never ever, ever, stand by someone that treats you badly and says one thing but does another, i.e. says he loves you, NEVER shows it, is abuse. Run. Believe me, it is better to be alone than in a relationship with a person that uses your good heart and your good soul.