Sometimes falling a part is so painful and exhausting and repetitive ~ that we do anything to avoid it. Exhaust ourselves just trying to keep it together. It shouldn't be that hard. I let myself fall apart, I accepted it and learned to love myself through it...now, it's game time!
emerson quote finish each and be done with it you have done what you could. some blunders and absurdities have crept in, forget them as soon as you can. tomorrow is a new day. begin it serenely high spirit old nonsense