Satisfied without it. Christ in me is enough and while I desire the attention and affection, especially from you. I must realize I can only do so much to receive it freely and at some point when that won't happen, I'll need to accept that. And give it up.
Telling myself he will change, Telling myself he will love me, Up until the biggest heartbreak hearing what i heard cant change a thing no more. i'm just flat out done telling myself things that wont happen.