I'm a glutton when it comes to time with you. I honestly can say that the physical lust for you is there, but what I crave most? Is your hand in mine, the sound of your laugh, the twinkle of your eyes when you catch me staring at you, the sound of your voice when you say "I love you", but what I miss most of all would have to be, without a doubt, is holding you for hours on end. Whether we were awake or asleep. You so close to me. Was the greatest blessing anyone could offer me.
So it turns out that my crush liked me for two months and when I liked my old crush, I was obsessing over him and I was talking to him about it since he's my best friend too and even though he liked me, he was still trying to get my old crush to like me. When I asked him now why he did this, he was just like, I wanted you to be happy so he basically sacrificed his feelings for me! I love him so much!