When did I lose my virginity? Honey, I was born fucked.
you don't realize it at the time, but this is the kind of decision-making that comes with #OCD. with brute-force #anxiety you can accomplish a lot--like not coughing when you have a cough, for fear you might poop your pants. but the added #stress takes a toll on your mind and body, while never really addressing the issue that started the whole thing.