How do you wake up and trust reality...when exactly that painful reality you once trusted actually brought you to your imagined hell? Jehovah And seeing things for WHAT AND WHO THEY ARE !!!! Its just that simple !!! If it QUACKS like a Duck ,, Walks like a Duck ,,, THEN ITS A DUCK !!! Always remember ,, in MOST cases ,,, There is ALWAYS three sides to EVERY STORY ,,, Her side ,, My side ,,, & then -- THE TRUTH.