Unfortunately, we learn, a little late down the path, that most things that we worry about and give our utmost intentions to don't really give us comfort . Stopping and putting things in perspective of fond memories and happiness doesn't happen often enough.
For what it's worth: It's never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life you're proud of, and if you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start over. -F. Scott Fitzgerald More