"Sometimes the best thing you can do is not think, not wonder, not imagine, not obsess. Just breathe, and have faith that everything will work out for the best." Just an extra pin to know that God has a plan and He will make it work for His glory!
Make sure that God is the one who shut the door. If God really did shut the door then stop banging on it. Otherwise, Matt 7 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
In case you don't won't read all of this. It's about a professor telling a student about how God is not real. Then the student burns the professor wrong (is was an amazing burn!)The student was Einstein😱.