There are times I just think it should have been better if you would've stayed .... then the reality hits me square dead in the middle of head... no way I would have not subject you to go thru what I am going thru ... and what I am seeing. Sad, Angry, Disappointment, and overwhelmed!!
Heartache. Real. True. Pain whether the loss is a death, end of a relationship.. Some things are difficult to overcome. Your life may go on, but you may never stop loving that person. (Ick, makes me sick to my stomach reading this since I've known both, but I needed to share)