Not worth it in his eyes. Id hate to think how sad he would be once he realizes how much i loved him. If i knew what he was going through id never back off! Id find you and hug you until you felt better!
I made a big mistake when I did this with a boy, he broke me, my heart, my trust. He broke everything I cared about. He told me later to a friend of mine that he did it because he was bored, the "friendship" was one big lie! He didn't feel a spark, it made him sick. He did this to more girls! How sick can you be in your mind to do that to people who care about you!? Like how selfish