"And what you'll never know is the war I fought, with myself, to not give up on you. But even if you did, I'm certain you wouldn't understand it. Because that's what it is like inside when heart and mind are enemies. War. And one has to lose."
If there's one piece of advice I can give you, it's this - When there's something you really want, fight for it, dont give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask yourself if ten years from now, youre gonna wish you gave it one more shot. Because the best things in life, they don't come free.