Yes. I am so done with everything tonight. I don't know whats wrong with me..but thenagain I do. Its just hard to explain. I am so tired of being tired of everything. I go from being super happy to being sad. I am always sad and happy at the same time and I don't know how. I am always confused. And I hate feeling like this all the time. I am okay when I am around people but even then I feel so alone. My thoughts hurt me.
This was me 14 months ago... I cried and I prayed every night for 6 months. I can honestly tell you I am in a much better place than I was then. Trust the Lord he knows why he puts us through these trials.
I am ready to leave this place. Forget about everyone I know. Pack up and leave. I am tired of the memories that linger around the corner of the meaningless routine that is draining my soul away. I am ready to go, no goodbyes, or explanations. I am ready to start over.