Okay. Im not trying to brag, honestly, but this is so me. Like whenever one of friends say, "im so fat" or "i wish i was as cool as her/him" and i just get confused. Like, why are you even saying that? I don't ever say things about my own body and that i wish i was like her/him. I like me as me. Even though, i will admit, sometimes people have a certain quality that i like about them and i try to figure out how they do it. I don't complain about my body weight. Alot of my friends do. And im…
i am a girl. a girl with feelings. people dont like me. but its ok. i dont like me too. my thighs are fat. my stomach isnt flat. im too fat. i am a girl. im depressed and sad. i dont understand it. but i guess its ok. im always hurt. so i smile away. i wonder why i do it though. i am a girl. im always sad. but i smile. people dont realize that it hurts. but its ok. nobody will understand. when will they realize? i am a girl
Please don't tell me to ignore or get over the bullshit my Ex's Fat Cow is pinning about me. Because I say I don't want to get over it, doesn't mean, I want my fat ass Ex back. I DO NOT WANT him back. No way in HELL, that will ever happen! What I'm saying is I WILL NOT BE QUIET ANYMORE. Like when he’d physically abused me into being quiet. I FOUND MY VOICE and I am stronger than I was before. That is why I will not get OVER IT!
So tired of feeling inferior because of my weight. People definitely treat you differently when you are not fat, even co-workers. I have lost over 100 pounds three times, but have not ever been able to keep it off. I don't know why so many people seem not to realize that I am the same person, regardless of my size. I am 65 now and am tired of the struggle with my weight. No more. I am as I am. by Naghma