Because you counter the majority of your thoughts with opposing thoughts, you believe that you are not powerful. When you no longer split your flow of energy with contradictory thoughts, you will know your power ☼ Abraham
That is exactly how the devil deceives you into believing you are ready. But the truth is plain: "saved through faith...not of works". If works got you into Heaven, no one would make it because we ALL sin every single day. It is a gift given freely by God when you believe in him, not by a spoken confession or "receiving" Him, but by humbling your heart and believing through faith He will save you.