When I am with my fiance, I feel the most comfortable and open that I've ever been. I can let out all of the things about myself that I sometimes feel I can't with people because of my gender, and he can do the same with me. We both appreciate how our genders create a uniqueness within us, and how our genders give us different lenses through which to see the world. In this situation, I am open to be my full gender and my full identity.
"You can't immortalize yourself with crime," I tell him. Miller looks at me. Amber eyes almost covered by dark hair. "I don't want to live forever. I just want to make a better world for when I'm gone."