Hibo tells Newsbeat what happened to her "It's a horrific memory. It's a memory that you can't erase and it stays with you for life. "Out of nowhere I'll be watching EastEnders, seeing what's going on in the pub. Then all of a sudden I can smell my own blood, I can see my own flesh. "I can see myself struggling and screaming for mercy. "My mother was standing there, my aunty was holding me, cutters and helpers were holding me and she was cutting everything off."