And just to be perfectly clear here. I want to make sure you understand. I didn't leave you. I am trying and almost finished getting the education that is going to free me. It was never that I didn't love you. It's that I have two other people that I love and am responsible for too. If you had cared you would have worked harder to help me.
I still love you. And sometimes the love that i have and can't give to you, crushes the breath in my chest. Sometimes, even now, my heat is drowning in a sorrow that has no stars without you, and no laughter, and no sleep.
You and I will always be unfinished business. You'll always be my biggest what if. Yes, I tried my damnedest for the "us" that never was…and it wasn't enough. So I'll always be curious how things would have turned out if we would have given it a shot.