My desires in a relationship have changed over time. I no longer want someone who promises to always love me and never leave me. I need someone who understands that life happens and sometimes things don't work out. I don't want someone who sugar coats things and never gets angry with me. I need someone to tell me how it really is and put me in my place. I need to be able to go five hours without talking to you and not feel lost or incomplete. I am complete without you.
You try to ignore it, that absence of comfort, peace and happiness. That knowing sensation that this is no longer where you want to be. When you realise it, its devastating but comes as no real surprise. You have to accept its time to go. RH