I took myself home cos more I drank the more sad I got an I don't wanna be a dickhead I love her and I shouldn't and I don't know how to make it stop or go away its fucking killing me it's fucking me up and I don't know how to turn it off
I have made these mistakes over the past week as well. Kicking myself for allowing my pride to shrink so low. Reacting in ways that were totally out of character for me. Saying things out of emotion and anger. That I regret. I was hurt. I can't take these things back. All I can do is move forward. Trust that what's meant to be will be. Everything happens for a reason. It is what it is. I'm on the road to recovery. One heartbeat at a time.
“You can’t change what’s done, you can’t go back in time, you can’t try to change the hurt feelings or mend the broken hearts. All you can do is learn from your mistakes, and hope you will never regret anything as much as you do now.” -Anonymous
I'm getting better at hiding it and repressing it. But at night no one sees me break down, my feelings and thoughts then roam free. In the morning it starts all over again, in the morning I can escape into the happy world and in moments can actually feel I'm happy.
I call them lessons learned. I don't regret anything, because I always make 100% sure that I am okay with that decision and the consequences of it. I believe that in life, you learn many lessons, but you never try to hurt people or yourself on purpose
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