Emotional and verbal abuse is no joke. The scars are brutal. But healing begins to come with time and A LOT of hard work and prayer. One breath, one step at a time. Keep moving forward. You were made for more.
Considering the number of my friends who have got divorced over the last year... This is something people need to learn to say and accept from their partners... The reasons for divorce have so often been them not being ready, but being pressurised and then ending up feeling trapped. If you love someone enough that u want to marry them... wait til they are ready.