Watched Bachelor, its so sad that so many attractive, articulate women have such low self esteem that they would rather be with anybody, than the one that is their soul. Guess that explains why so many awesome women are with losers, far beneath them. Also explains divorce rate of the 40 plus who finally wake up and mature and realize they deserve more
I have lived this and I will never waste time like that again. Time you can never get back. And you can feel so alone even when you are with someone. I would rather be alone then lonely with someone else. You should never feel that way in a good healthy relationship.
When that inner voice speaks to me next time screaming there is something going on... I'm gone. I've reached the point I'm my life that I'd rather be alone than share my spouse (emotionally or otherwise).